the last day of school...

looks like school just ended...isn't it cool?!woohoo!!oh yeah...i am soo bored today...and hungry...oh yeah...i googled for some images of prom dressess...which is a long story btw...here are a couple:

nice huh?hehe...well, a girls gotta go when she's gotta go...xoxo

WOOHOO!!!!XD

oooemmmgeeeee!!thnk god!my exams has finally ended!and let me tell you, it has been a tiring week...zzz...and now, i can finally sleep, play, shop and eat anything i want!!woohoo!i am so freaking happy!and tomorrow, will be the last day at school..finally...i never thought that this day would come...AT LAST!I'M FREEEEEEE!!XD

oh yea...mel said she wanted to be a cat..and that she wants me to post that on my blog...and she bullies me constantly...and she she always shouts "im FAT!" at the canteen...but she is not FAT...she's slim..me, felicity and our other friends keep telling her that..you hear that mel?you are NOT FAT!!

STUDY!!

hyehye!im studying while blogging right now...its the final year examinations..and according to my teacher, the results will decide on what class we are going to be in next year..so that means, i have to study extra hard..i am a freaky mess when im studying..especially when im studying math..its like i cant control myself and all the numbers are flying...screws, nuts and bolts are loosing from my head..well, wish me luck and hopefully i wont stress myself to death..OH YEAH!and my dad said, if my results are satisfying, i get to choose anywhere i go for the holidays...and you know what?i dont believe him..cuz you know why?BECAUSE i just get the feeling..hehe... hye, don't blame me for my instincts cuz my instincts are always true!its true okay!

the new life

i'm totally getting the hang of my new life...melissa is being such a good friend...a million thanks to her..without her, i dunno how i can survive at school..well, school will be ending in a week..i am feeling so happy yet sad bcuz i'll do nothing after that..will someone please give me an idea on wut to do during this holidays!!if not, i'll die in boredom!help me!!

my dad hates it when i pull my face like this girl up here..well how cant i?! there is nothing to do at home!!no activities, no place to go, nothing!arghhhhh!!if only i could drive and go to any places i want..i wish i have a car right now...

new friends! x]

hey there...so me and Shirley are totally not hanging out anymore..now, i have Melissa and Felicity..they are much more fun to hang out with...but Melissa keeps bugging me..in a good way of course..they totally understand my situation..we hang a lot now..during class..during recess..everything is going smoothly...im so greatful to have good friends..not including Shirley!

*not real pic btw

stupid friends!!

guess what?Shirley and Danise totally ditched me during recess!here's what happened...
as usual, me and shirley was going to the canteen..then, Danise came and told us that she had a stomach ache..so she invited shirley to go the loo..and she asked me to save them a seat..so i waited for 20 mins...i got out of my seat and spotted Alice..so i went to her and chatted..then when we walked out of the canteen, i saw shirley and Danise..then, i acted like i didnt see them..and u know what they did?!they hid behind a girl..how stupid do they think i am??!!and Alice said she saw them hiding and comforted me as she understood how i felt..i thank Alice for that..after that when i got to class, shirley didnt even say a word to me...do u know how hard it is when ur sitting next to an ex-bestfriend?!

crushed beach...

just had a big usual big fight with my brother, Eddie..i just hate him sometimes..he will always make me cry on my happy days..what is wrong with him?i dont know what his problem is..nevermind him right now..i've got more bigger news..

found out that my mom will be working during the school holidays..AARGGHHH!!i am so very freaking MAD..so what am i gonna do these holidays?!sit infront of the tv all day?argue with my brother?play video games on the Internet?(not such a bad idea btw)..learn cooking?grrrr....

looks like my dream beach is gone...crushed and smushed..all because of WORK!!i am so sad..and mad at the same time..:'(.....goodbye beautiful, magnificent, extraordinary, promising BEACH....

my dreamy beach

here i am...watching National Geography..its a documentary about mammoths..fascinating but BORING!!wish i could just get out and play in the sun..swim in the clear-water beach..seeing the beautiful nature that God has created for us...well, guess i just have to wait till the end of school...in my head, i'm imagining the sandy beach..cool breeze..the smell of sea water...haaaa~

can you see it?gives me a calm feeling..how bout you?

do i have a REAL friend?

REAL friends...that's what i need right now....but what do i get?more burden...
i really need someone to talk to right now...but they've all ditched me and make me look bad on the Internet...after all the years we've been together, i thought she'd understand me..but i guess not...i don't know what her problem is..if she doesn't want to be my friend anymore, all she has to do is just say so...then i won't waste time thinking about the past...maybe i should just ignore them like my parents ask to...yes..maybe I SHOULD...
*btw,this is meant for Sherlie

and maybe..just MAYBE..i do have REAL FRIENDS...and i'll meet them someday,somehow..

she is not my friend

Me and Shirley were besfriends..but..after we turned 15, she became a completely different person..she met a new friend,Danise..

at first, i was okay with it..but then, things just seemed wrong..Shirley and Danise would go to recess without me..they were trying to ditch me..then they would giggle and laugh together..

Shirley would tell all her secrets to me..but now..her secrets are only meant to be shared with Danise..everytime i try to be friendly with Shirley, she would walk away and talk to someone else...it's like they are trying to run away from me...

Story of my life...

the story of my life is very sour...

-my friends hate me because of my ex-boyfriend
-i dumped my boyfriend because i hate him

see what i'm getting at?it's not that i'm EMO or anything....it's just..life has been pretty hard on me...i rarely complain...i just keep my feelings to myself...but now, i finally come to a decision to reveal my secrets...to show the evilness of the unthoughtful people i am hanging out with...