do i have a REAL friend?

REAL friends...that's what i need right now....but what do i get?more burden...
i really need someone to talk to right now...but they've all ditched me and make me look bad on the Internet...after all the years we've been together, i thought she'd understand me..but i guess not...i don't know what her problem is..if she doesn't want to be my friend anymore, all she has to do is just say so...then i won't waste time thinking about the past...maybe i should just ignore them like my parents ask to...yes..maybe I SHOULD...
*btw,this is meant for Sherlie

and maybe..just MAYBE..i do have REAL FRIENDS...and i'll meet them someday,somehow..